I am having some trouble getting there this week. I really just want to stay in bed.
I keep having to remind myself to unclench my jaws.
Fighting through it.
Yesterday my nurse practitioner extraordinaire called to give me the news, I put her out of her misery quickly and let her know I already knew.
Spending the afternoon with my daughter will help.
I have to get back to the gym. My hips are just so bad. These months off and some alternative treatment is helping. Stopped running on the treadmill, that has helped a lot. All of my arm muscles are gone! Now is the time to feel strong.
Up. Always up.
EDIT – it is a control thing. I have done everything right, mostly. I have tried so hard, I have followed all directions, and yet still, I have no control. That is what really aggravates me. I hate being out of control.