When I hold this little spring my bottom teeth hurt.
I assume that there are other people in the world who have a tooth reaction to certain metals, but I do not know why.
My emotions are 100% effected by the people around me.
I was unprepared for Chemo side effects today. You adjust so quickly to something that you do on a regular schedule that you stop noticing it. My body enjoyed it’s six week break from the drugs but today I feel like someone whacked me in the face.
I have also been sleeping so restlessly the last few months which makes it worse.
I will officially declare it a rest day.
One of the effects I experience is I become more emotional, my barriers become thinner and more penetrable. I try not to make important decisions or talk about sensitive subjects.
I have 100 things to bitch about now to follow that up, but I just ran out of energy!
I wish I had about $5000 extra dollars to have this testing done:
It tests your CTC’s – (circulating tumor cells) for reactions to substances, both drugs and natural. If someone showed me a report that showed me turmeric killed my cancer cells, guess what I would be eating at every meal?
The testing I had done in 2014 is similar except it’s like the baseline test that shows the type of mutation you have and then uses reported interactions to show that certain drug therapies are not normally effective, or are effective. This testing uses your actual cells with the actual drugs. Very individualized.
I am doing statistics at work. Just collecting information on all clients. The correlation between income and insurance and Cancer Stage at diagnosis is obvious just from browsing. If you are poor in this country you are far more likely to die.
Yesterday I dropped both dogs off at daycare before Chemo and then after chemo my cleaner was here for four hours so she and I de-puppied the house. Cleaned all the hair, washed everything that could be washed.
Puppy came home and peed on the floor.
I am frustrated by my vision and hearing loss. Both are very bad again. The vision loss really bothers me. I find myself squinting constantly, especially outside.