I am contrary

Sometimes I want to yell at people – I AM SICK! I want people to understand that I struggle sometimes. Right up until someone says “hey – you’re sick” then I want to yell at them, I AM NOT! I am doing fine.

I am not looking forward to Thursday. I am tired of disruptions in my life. I worry that this may be more of a disruption than I am ready for.

I had my first reflexology session today. It was basically a one hour foot massage. πŸ™‚

I have somehow hurt a spot on my back.

That is all. πŸ™‚




6 thoughts on “I am contrary

  1. You changed your page theme…nice! We are leaving for Belize thurs morning. I hate being dependedant on a wifi signal in a foreign country!! I’ll be thinking about you! I love you, dear friend!

  2. First I love the new look. Makes me feel Xanga-y, which makes me feel at home.

    I am glad you have the Victory Center. I am glad you are taking advantage of their services. I am not sure I have ever had a foot message but I give them to my hubby. They make him very happy.

    I see that battle in you – the I am sick – I am doing just fine. I wish you could be more okay with people acknowledging it but I think that is who you are to your core.

    I would be creeped out by the biopsy, too. I’ll be thinking of you until it is done. My brain will be singing Helen Reddy for you – If I have to, I can do anything – I am strong.

    Hang in there chickie!

    1. I’m hanging πŸ™‚
      I don’t know why this one bothers me. This is the third time I’ve had this procedure and no problems with the first two but for some reason I am just not happy about this one at all.

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