Somedays I start to think it must just be me. Doctors must be just nuts. Sorry to my doctor friends, but there you go.
Somehow yesterday I hurt my back. I don’t know. I did have a little slip (not on the floor – just the bottle shifted unexpectedly) when I was changing the bottled water, and I did have physical therapy, and I did work out..One or all of those things hurt me. I must have woken up every 30 minutes making sad little sounds. I am frequently in pain, but almost never because I hurt myself!
I am still not over whatever it was making me sick last week, and then chemo so I really have no idea if this shot is working or not because it’s not a fair trial yet. I am SO SO SO SO SO tired of being sick, I can’t even tell you. It was so hard to breathe last night when I was working out, then today the Infectious Disease Dr’s office called and asked me to make a follow up appointment for TWO WEEKS because that’s how long we’re going to wait to see what the results from the culture are. Now I am really confused about what the pulmonologist wants to see me about. Bastards.
I finally got my new hearing aid today! It fits a lot better than my old one. The technology has changed in five years they tell me and the sounds should be even better. I like the bluetooth functionality but it seems to drop quite a bit. When it disconnects it doesn’t re-connect with out me restarting my phone. It could be my phone. It is an older phone that my wonderful son in law gave me. When it’s working – the phone feeds directly into the hearing aid. Music, phone calls, notifications – everything. Lovely. Of course, I don’t always have my phone within bluetooth range so once the novelty wears off I probably won’t use it much. It’s just a fun option.
Went shopping for new shorts yesterday because my only pair were sliding off during PT. Grabbed a pair in my new size 6 and put them on and just stared for like five minutes. They were quite a bit too big. Finally went and grabbed a size 4 and they are perfect. Not even a little bit tight. That’s crazy. I think it has a lot to do with the cut, but still! Think what I could do if I were actually healthy. 🙂
I am going to start working in May. Not much. Only a few hours a week from home. We’ll see how that goes. It’s funny to think that not much more than a year ago I was working a lot and well and now I have trouble committing to a few hours a week. The problem is consistency. I have good hours almost every day. I just don’t know when they will be, or if they will be. And if I only have four good strong hours in a day, I have to use them wisely!
Okay – enough of the daily whine.