just a quick thought

So sleepy this week. I just want to stay in bed buried under lovely warm blankets.

i stopped working out a couple of months ago. It wasn’t so much a conscious choice I was just having so much pain in my hips. Last night I suddenly thought, oh no! What if that is why the cancer is growing again? Not pushing that air in and out of my lungs giving a tumor a toxic oxygen rich environment. I mean, probably not, it’s probably been growing before that, but still. I really really miss my muscles. I am hoping to go back next week. It will be good stress relief as I start the process with the radiation oncologist.

That’s  it.

Be good to yourself today.