I feel terrible. I am so twisted up inside. Physically not emotionally. I am taking handfuls of pills to get to the point where I can leave my house, as long as I don’t eat. Not enough pills on the planet for that. And I am getting a cold.
I have had so many things I want to be a part of, and really enjoy. I have mostly succeeded but, it has been difficult, and I am so drugged up that everything is a little foggy. I am so tired of being the sick one.
I have a full CT scan on Wednesday so we will see if there is anything unusual going on or if this is just too much chemo and too many months on multiple antibiotics. Of course that means Redi-cat for breakfast tomorrow which also makes me sick. I have puppy kindergarten at 7:15 pm tomorrow and then nothing till Friday at 4. I can do this. I have a book I want to read, and a picture I want to sketch.
Oh, and I got a new puppy.