I really don’t know what is the matter with me sometimes. It’s this whole cancer thing. Not that I have cancer, but that I don’t get anything out of it! People are always talking about all the swag they get! They get all this free stuff and free services and people doing shit for them while I am getting critiqued on how I do things for other people.
And then I remember how wonderful people are to me. I have amazing things done for me by people who expect nothing in return. Nothing. If I went on Facebook right now and said I was too sick to be able to feed myself I bet I would have dinner in moments. Luckily, I am not that sick, just pathetically whiny for some reason! I really hope it is just the lack of sunshine that is sucking the joy off my lollipop. I am sleeping either four bad hours a night or ten solid hours. Feast or famine.
Do you think less of me when I tell you about my bitter envious side?
Is this just a weird bloggyness?
Nothing a little sugar cookie and a workout won’t fix.