Feeling a little tired today. Worn out. Hopefully it’s just a temporary drag on my peppiness. I have been thinking how exhausting it will be if I have to continue to be a cheerleader for my treatment. Still no clinical trials in site. My oncologist called me today (and wasn’t that a surprise) just to give me an update. He hasn’t been able to find one either. He has a couple of more places to check and he will look at a couple I sent him that were possibles.
Tomorrow we will take our big black dog Mili to the vet for the last time. I have a sedative to give her two hours before but I am pretty sure it’s my husband and I that will be the ones who need the sedative. We’re holding on by a thread to begin with the last couple of weeks and this is really just a straw too big for this particular camels back. My daughter will come with us which is very nice.
I just did a search on Mili and these are the only posts I got.
I find it hard to believe that’s all I have of her!
I searched big black dog and found one more:
That date is my sons birthday and it was also the week I was diagnosed with Cancer #1 but had not started talking about it publicly yet.
Well isn’t this a cheerful post! Sometimes you have to take the bad with the good. OH! I ATE RAW CUCUMBER yesterday and am still here to talk about it! And apple, and raw carrot and a bit of spinach! That’s almost a whole salad!