I feel off balance. Not physically, like usual, but mentally. I feel like we are in the beginnings of a change. I am not even sure who we is at this point but WE are waiting for something.
Maybe it is just the opposite, maybe I am craving change. I do love change.
I cannot remember a Spring that has been this cool. It is forecasted in the 70s today and it is really only a handful of days that we have been that warm. I have not even worn a pair of shorts yet.
My daughter gave me one of her cameras and a lens for distance photos but it has just been too damn cold and windy for me. I am excited to play with it out in the world instead of just my backyard.
I see this scrolling on my television as I type this; ”Protest Erupts at Vigil” “Students storm out of School”
GOOD. Stand up and make yourself heard. There is both safety and power in numbers.
I wish I could take a picture of how I see now and then another one after the cataract surgery. I am worried that I will not really see the difference and therefore not fully appreciate it. Oh it was not until I typed it that I realized how true that is. I want that high of seeing the change. I am a something junkie, not adrenaline, not adventure, hmmmm maybe this all goes back to change. i am a change junkie?
Also two 3am headaches in the last month since I started the magnesium and taking care of my head before bed. Beats the hell out of the one a day headache I was having. Now if I could find a way to actually stop clenching my teeth when I sleep instead of just mitigating the damage.