Normally I think my brain thrives on multitasking. This week something changed and I am just happily plodding along on one cylinder. I have a dozen tabs opened in chrome for some research I am doing. Well, I guess for some research I am not actually doing. I just keep thinking I will do it tomorrow.
it used to be when I pushed myself it was mostly out of fear that if I didn’t I would slide back into behaviors I didn’t want to have become patterns again. These days I am more, eh…..I will get back there.
Went to the oncologist and expressed my annoyance at ALL the side effects! My NP mentioned to me that the first dose of this drug was a loading dose! I forgot about this little trick of chemo! So next time lower dose, also will hopefully have a lower or no dose of steroids.
I hav started coughing recently and then the NP said she was hearing something in my lungs. So..that’s going to be making me pay attention for a few days. But, you know, I did just have high dose radiation to my lungs. They have to be a little pissed off.
I have been lucky enough to meet a bevy of new wonderful women In The last couple of weeks. Makes me feel stronger and better able to cope with things.
Ordered a new (refurbished) laptop so that will be fun next week. My little guy just can’t cope with all the web work wecently.
Tomorrow I will be thinking about my friend as she says goodbye to her brother. My heart aches for her. I cannot imagine losing a sibling.
a little dusty and Frank to end the evening