it’s weird to say that knowing how much time I spend just sitting reading or watching television or staring out the window but I am starting to obsessively think about going on vacation. I just want to relax and think of nothing important and laugh and get warm.
I find myself having to bite my tongue on a regular basis (and not just because it’s gone numb from the neuropathy) to avoid saying something mean to people who probably don’t deserve it. I have just straight up run out of patience.
I am going to the movies today with my husband and my sister. Spending time with the two of them always makes me feel better.
I did not buy many Christmas presents this year, and I am perfectly happily okay with that. Especially since I have not wrapped any yet. I will do that tonight with my traditional present wrapping bottle of wine. Life is good.
I want to bleach the stubble on my head. There isn’t much of it, but I want it to be light colored. I can’t figure out how to do this easily. I’ve only ever used a whole head hair coloring kit. I certainly don’t want that. My sister suggested peroxide but either I have bad peroxide or my hair is somehow peroxide resistant. I was thinking about a facial hair bleaching kit. I really only need a little tiny bit. I wonder if you can buy a bleaching kit that you don’t have to use the whole thing each time?